Not a Mistake it is a Blunder

History: 2003-2004

Just for the record, back in 2004 when Dumbanique the genius after getting projected as genius in some anti social outfit, it could be a political party, I am not sure, they never revealed it to me, but she turned very cocky and brat like firing people at will etc. etc., of course her god mother and proctor Bitch from hell was hand in glove with her, till she got herself fired along with the CEO. :-)

That is not the point, by now everyone including the staunch Caucasian wimps who are not capable of seeing the reason leave alone the truth also know that they made a mistake, well folks it is not called a mistake it is called BLUNDER, in capitals :-) and blunders are punishable, particularly if it effects someone's livelihood.

well! again that is not the point, :-) point is back in 2004, Dumbanique the genius who cleared all her debt, her house paid off, her new car paid off, and she was getting paid 50K plus for reading roman history on company time, :-) and all employees including cat on the wall were dancing to her tunes, thanks to the instructions given to them by the Caucasian wimps, in that situation she was thinking how to make me go broke, Evil has been always on my tail, since I was born, it is only that it looks for weak minds around me to express it self, then, it was these two women who carried the weakest minds on their shoulders. :-)

And she did everything along with her god mother to see that I go broke, and Caucasian wimps (I think they are 75,000 strong in at least 3 or 4 countries) as ever ready they are, pounced on the opportunity, :-) and did not let go off me.......:-) they must have seen a prospectus candidate for their various dramas they play from time to time around the world, then it was the terrorist drama top on their agenda, :-) in 2002, it seems when the UK -Canada-India wimps informed US wimps they have selected a candidate, the wimps in US wanted to take a look, so a conference in Hilton, Philadelphia USA was arranged by the Bitch from hell, :-) I attended with my Supervisor and I found I was being watched. :-))

As a result 2005 was a very difficult year for me and my family, but we steered clear of it.

By the way some people including Bitch from hell might be thinking why Dumbinique the genius is like that, mean and back stabbing, deceptive :-) well! this question is like asking why does a SCORPION sting, the answer is, it is the nature of SCORPION to sting, so it is your choice whether to have a SCORPION as pet or leave it in the wild. :-)

Does not matter with whom you keep her she will eventually sting them, irrespective of whether they help her or not, problem with people like Dumbinique the genius is, when they are well and comfortable, they don't give a damn about anyone, but when they are in trouble they want everyone to attend to their woes, my elder brother is like that, so I had someone right there since my childhood, this attitude was not just towards me, but even towards our parents and other siblings.

And If some Caucasian Wimps think that I will work for her just because she got catapulted to some heights by Bitch from hell and others, :-) back in 2002 she could not write a small SOP of PH meter, that is her first impression with me, it has not changed, she and Bitch from hell together could not manage a small scale pharmaceutical with 30 employees, they are bound to fall and fail, no matter 75,000 Caucasian Wimps work for them. :-)  This is my confidence, it comes from my experience with them and my experience with people. :-) so no worries, we managed 2005, it was the toughest year, I don't think any other year will be as tough as 2005.

Moreover I don't see any reason or purpose for such an endeavour, I don't know what I will do, I will be like another piece of furniture, :-) and above that there must be severe competition among the 75,000 plus Wimps to grab her attention, :-) Moi, Moi, Moi ,Moi, Moi, Moi, Moi, Moi, Moi, count 75,000 times, :-) it will be like entering a mound of termites. :-)

I am not expecting any apology from the parties involved but I think some punishment is in the order and it will be served when the time arrives, :-) till then enjoy your lives filled with ignorance, ignorance is like a veil of illusion, some times it has a purpose.

But no one has escaped from punishment till now. :-) Trust me, it is a long list of  insensitive brats, and people keep joining it. :-)

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Story to remember: ( This story also tells how we Indians pull each other down all the time, which could come as a surprise to many people outside India, particularly to those who live like Termites.)

Time period: 1990 - 1995,
Place: Jeedimetla Industrial area, Hyderabad, Telangana (Then A.P.), India.
Characters: 
A Managing Director, (Telugu, Forward caste - Reddy) Multi Millionaire, politically connected, around 40 years old.
A QC Manager, (Telugu, Forward caste - a Brahmin by birth not by virtue, around 45 yrs old), Struggling with Money and family issues, his brother just died of stomach cancer, got this job because he worked with the MD back in some company as colleagues chemists, he could barely ride his small scooty, every day he got into some accidents and would arrive with some bleeding injury.
Production Manager (Telugu, forward caste a Brahmin again by birth not by virtue, around 35 yrs old), joined the QC Managers campaign and behaved as if I did not deserve to even exist.

Another Employee (Telugu, Forward Caste - Probably Khamma,around 30 yrs old) M.Sc, joined as Supervisor QC, under the QC Manager.

Me: (Also Telugu- Forward caste - Naidu by birth) MSc, 23 to 29 yrs of age while in that company.

Title of the story: No Need to Mess with. :-)

Back in 1990, I was forced by the circumstances to take up the job, the MD sensed the urgency because the cover letter was stained with turmeric from previous day lunch and he offered mere 850 Rupees as stipend with lot of conditions, but the situation was such I could not refuse, the top two characters took the interview as I applied for QC Chemist, it was a paper ad, but the MD felt I should join the non existent R&D department instead, again with conditions like you are under observation etc. etc.

I joined the company and I was given a 4 x 4 sq feet space next to a sink in the QC lab, and I shared the table with the QC Manager, it appears the QC Manager went around the company telling he is going to take care of the R&D as well, :-) but it took one week when he was sidelined by the MD.

But I continued to sit next to him sharing his table, but he started to show signs of resentment, and he started a campaign against me, I was just 23, just out of the university, with nothing behind me, an ailing father, and this man started to mess with me, he did not stop, all the senior managers in his age group, caste, joined him, so did his employees with few exceptions.

[He would tell me a story repeatedly of successful R&D Chemists in other companies who would simply resign to threaten the management and then get a hefty raise and continue to work with salaries as high as 50,000 Rs, and it seems he got this story fed to the MD that I was planning to do so, that is when I came to know his designs, when I resigned, the MD quipped, your chapter in this company is over, expecting that it was a game I was playing to get promotion or a raise, what a dick, :-) I never asked for a raise in past 6 years, he should have known, but he lost me, I told him, yes! my chapter in this company is over, so I resigned, he was shocked it was not a game, it was real, because working in that lab was like working in an open bus station, all kinds of people walking in showing their resentment, the cause for resentment, I was a non Reddy, and making three times they were making and many years junior to them, and I had all that freedom to do what I like, when I like, how I like, it was simply jealousy, I think If I was a Reddy, then they would have followed me, accepting my abilities.]

Then came the new employee, as a supervisor in QC, he behaved like he was just dropped off by some alien ship on a special mission,  :-) the antics, hype, acting, lots of drama, but he also joined the gang and would not respond to even my greetings, as I had to share their laboratory and resources, and MD saw it as an opportunity to teach me a lesson that when you work in a company you should kiss ass for promotion and growth etc. :-)

I left them in 1995 as I got a better opportunity and my salary doubled, then it tripled the next year, the game was already set there, my first day there, someone slashed the seat of my motorbike. :-)  

One fine day, the MD asked the new supervisor QC to just go and sit in the QC Manager's seat, which he did, the QC Manager who had by then sold his apartment and purchased a small house near the company to settle down as he got rid of competition, :-) poor fellow had no option but to leave with heavy heart and no on to complain, so he got his punishment, which he was asking for, he had to again sell his house and move away to a new city I think Vishakapatnam with his family, he had one boy around 15 yrs old, relocation for that boy etc. etc.

The Production Manager who joined the campaign, one day was found in a trench with busted Appendicitis, he fell from his scooter into the trench, and I went to see him, well! the QC Manager wanted to see him and he needed a ride, so he asked me to go with him, post surgery he laid on his bed, I asked him how he was doing as a courtesy, he refused to even acknowledge that I was there, such insensitivity, insulting guests in your home is very punishable, I could never understand what was his problem in 6 years, when I resigned, even before I was relieved he got my name removed from the employees register, he was in such a hurry to get rid of me.

I went to get my PF transfer in Dec 1995, so I asked the reception that I wanted to see the MD in his office, he immediately asked to come in, and he offered Tea and asked me to be seated, then he told me how four of his employees died on a centrifuge, which has caused him so much trouble, then he looked at my pocket, there was this pen in my pocket with Sai Baba on its holder, it was my wife's pen, I just borrowed on that day, :-) then he asked me, how I was doing and how were the things in my new company for me, because he used his connections and his influence in Cong-I (Managed by Reddy's) to create something there for me, :-) which I had to deal with it for the next 6 years, before I moved to Canada.

After few months, I was attending a seminar, and there comes the Rude QC Supervisor, he approaches me and asks me about the position that was advertised in papers in the company I was working, :-) the same fellow who would not return my greetings, was standing there with folded hands and apologetic face, I just told him the truth, the position was already taken. :-) he sheepishly walked away with a long face, which suggested he was having some bad time, I guess being an opportunist not always brings positive results. :-)

All these characters are colored people, including me, all were Telugu (Mother Tongue) Indians, all were forward castes, :-) only difference was sub-castes, and all of them were my seniors by age and experience, and I was very polite and friendly with them, but they chose to mess with me, and not that I took any revenge or ran a parallel campaign against them, I just left when the opportunity showed up, :-) there was no farewell, :-) or people came to say bye, they were happy, they got rid of a huge competition and a non Reddy.

Apart from the Reddy factor, there was another factor, Jealousy, because the way I function it is free and frank, with out any fear, and I do what I have to do, and everyone want that in their lives but when small threat shows up, they succumb to it as a result they end up scheming, planning, running campaigns and in the end they suffer and make others suffer, I don't do all that, I simply move ahead with out any plan or even idea of where I am going. :-)

Bottom line: The QC Manager was in a very good position, all he had to do was build his struggling life on it, but he chose to mess with some one who was 25 years behind him, and in bad shape financially speaking, :-) and he paid such a huge price, when I heard that I felt bad, but I was not there, same thing with the MD, I was his employee, loyal, honest, and adding value to the company in a big way, working 16 hours a day, 6 days a week, even 7 sometimes, but he chose to ignore all that and mess with me, well! he has not learned his lesson fully yet, :-) eventually he will, :-) the other characters are general characters who are just opportunists like most people on this Earth, so nothing personal, but it seems his shroud of hype vanished when he faced reality in few months, where I worked 6 years against all odds.

Theme of the story: There was no need to mess with me.

If people remember this story, it will remind them that messing with me has its own consequences, sometimes they are very severe. :-)
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Suffering from Constipation :-

It seems few folks who developed or help develop wireless technology to induce constipation in citizens of their country, are suffering from constipation themselves, :-) and instead of destroying the technology, they came after me all over again, I am not the solution for that, destroying all your surveillance equipment which is spread over the entire continent is the solution. :-)

As far as I am concerned, thanks for the free detoxification, I was anyway thinking of performing shanku Prakshalana (Cleaning my GI system), and I was feeling lazy, so Wimps used their TRILLION $$$$$ surveillance cum Electronic Voodoo equipment to do that for me. :-)

I feel so light. 

By the way, the next phase of struggle for most of the 175 countries will be,  fighting the Surveillance cum Electronic Voodoo invasion, which is under survey now, :-) the agenda is to turn every single country into Quebec, because Quebec is a province which is under wireless surveillance from three countries, UK, USA, Canada, and also Quebec, every inch is covered, when ever the wimps are frustrated they play with my ass or with our dish washer or other electronic gadgets, and where they can not install, they carry the surveillance equipment in a backpack, you will see white guys walking through the streets of downtown Montreal with a backpack, it works like Google Map but in X-ray/Thermal or Infra red waves, the other source of such surveillance or invasion can be through second hand cars, If you find old cars abondoned in the streets, they are the ones holding the technology of surveillance cum electronic Voodoo.

After all 2020 is year of rats.
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Confirmed : It is a blunder.  :-)

You should ask the Bitch from hell and her bunch of geniuses with Trillion $$$$$$ hacking equipment, :-)why I am saying this....:-)

She will be 80 yrs old soon, and it seems she has only counted 80 years, maturity equivalent to even a mustard seed has not popped out yet in her brain, I think it is about time this frog needs to be put on some flight and sent out for a world tour to get some first hand life lessons. :-)

I have already said it, she could not manage a small scale pharmaceutical with 30 employees, and wimps are so obsessed with destruction they do not even see what they are destroying, it is like the troll has only one finger and can only read letter D. :-)

That is why the scriptures warn that it is not important what kind of equipment you have, it is important what is the purpose.

By the way, which political party has handed over their arse in her hands, they should call for an urgent meeting and throw her out or she will end up doing some irreparable damage. :-)

And don't tell me the wimps had spent few millions of dollars to stop my 50$, you might loose a million $ for each dollar I loose because of hacking by your wimps. 

Bottom line: People who constantly think how to dig holes for people generally fall in them. :-)  

Ciao!
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2020 Year of the Rat

ZERO VISIBILITY AND TWISTED VISIONS.

We have already started this year with a bad omen of killing 176 innocent people who were like sitting ducks travelling in a bomb, we also call it a 21st century modern era aircraft, I think nothing is an easiest target then a commercial passenger airline, there is no escape for the people who board them, hence it was picked by the cowards behind the cowardice.

My condolences to the near and dear of those who were deceived by everyone involved, particularly my heart goes out to the children who boarded that ill fated and pre-destined aircraft.

In today's world (Trillions of dollars are spent on surveillance) in 2020, all we can say to the victims is "we are sorry, we are in no position to counter or predict such attacks", so when ever anyone travels by any airline always travel with some good insurance, at least your family or children will not suffer from financial woes.

Last time I travelled in 2015 to India,which was for my mother's funeral by British airways, which was my first time, I found out BA is one of filthiest airways strictly speaking in terms of customer satisfaction, comfort and treatment, I travelled with some good insurance because the vibes were not very good, and the British airways pilot was only having some fun, :-) when we reached in the air space of Iran, right above Iran, the pilot dropped the flight many stories and he did that few times, well I enjoyed the drop, it was like a large sky screamer going down, I am kidding, people were all asleep, this was done when the crew requests the passengers to put on the belts, which is just above the forever war zone and once we entered Pakistan air space they took off the warning, :-) Iran (Tehran) was all lit up with lights and Pakistan was all pitch dark, so was India, and then on return the BA fights were delayed for repeated scrutiny both at Hyderabad and London, so someone travelling with very high insurance might as well trigger all the alarms, :-) because the network of intelligence in 200 countries after Sep 9/11 Is like Mimosa Pudica.

And when we reached London, the pilot of the British airways wanted to have some more fun so he dropped the flight in a cork screw fashion causing some dizziness (Additionally induced by the Electronic Voodoo onboard BA), this he did near the London Heathrow airport, and in Montreal the pilot could not repeat that but he did something else. :-)

After returning to Montreal I send British Airways my dissatisfaction and guess who replied, an Indian guy replied for British airways, and the reply read "Thanks for the feedback and please travel again". :-)

The reason I am writing this again in 2020, about British Airways behaving like that, just above the Iran's air space in 2015 is, because it suggests that pulling down a passenger aircraft above Iran has been in the plan for quite some time, so it is not a surprise or it is a mistake, the culprits have been just waiting for some moment to take advantage of it in multiple ways, and If a pilot behaves like that, trying to scare passengers midair, it obviously suggests, the idea in 2015 itself was already well discussed and shared among all the influential Caucasian circles at least in Britain, because the airline pilot was the executor of that idea.

This behaviour of the pilot is documented in 2017 Hollywood movie, American Made, Tom Cruise as a pilot of the passenger aircraft does exactly that scares the passengers by dropping the flight midair, though in the movie it is highly exaggerated, the Caucasian Wimps can not resist to show the bravery of such real life people, :-) that is what it is considered, dares of the Caucasian people, :-) they have to document it in some media platform and nothing can be better than movies, this is also one reason why I watch lot of movies.

And as far as the BA pilot is considered, he must have been jacked up into the secret society of wimps as a hero, that is what the movie American Made suggests. :-)

Just imagine that pilot was a non Caucasian or Arabic, BBC would have run that story for months. :-)

Question: Even if Iran's Military made a mistake as they are under tremendous pressure, for now let us accept that for the sake of discussion, question is in recent past why such mistakes with passenger air crafts happen always in and around Ukraine.?

In case of this Ukrainian flight, whatever happened, who ever is responsible, one thing is clear, the Inner circle of Iran is no longer united, the Rats from outside and inside have already torn their unity apart, whether it is good for Iran or not only time will tell, but given the recent history of Arab Springs, and many invasions into sovereign small nations etc. it only indicates Iran is headed for some very bad times, it would sure be another mess and we will be effected indirectly and this would further strengthen the Terrorist Lobby or the people who are running THE Terrorism as a business, and I am not sure how many American soldiers will be sacrificed here for a cheap political distraction. 

May be this is the new way of terrorism by the cowards, kill and then say we are sorry, or for political distractions the so called rich and powerful resort to such below the belt hits, in this case the culprits seems to be well protected, I am well aware that Non Caucasian citizens in the west are considered expendable, this is one of the reason why immigration is even allowed.

Question: What does this entire episode suggests to the small small nations like Iran, North & South Korea, Syria, Iraq, Qatar, Yemen, Nepal, Bhutan, Sri Lanka, Bangladesh, Phillipines, Saudi Arabia etc. etc. etc.

IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A NUCLEAR WEAPON IN YOUR POSSESSION, YOU ARE AS VULNERABLE AS IRAN, THE WESTERN COUNTRIES WILL NOT PROTECT YOUR PEOPLE, PERIOD! EVEN IF YOU SIGN THE NUCLEAR NON PROLIFERATION TREATY, OR ANY OTHER TREATY, THE SOLUTION IS TO ACQUIRE THE NUCLEAR WEAPONS IN WHAT EVER FORM OR SHAPE OR SIZE, THEN NO ONE WILL TOUCH YOUR COUNTRY INCLUDING USA OR UK OR RUSSIA.

REMEMBER WHAT NICHOLAS SARKOZY OF FRANCE SAID: NUCLEAR WEAPONS ARE THE INSURANCE FOR YOUR COUNTRY TO KEEP IT SAFE.

USA refuses to sign many treaties all by itself and stands alone, which are mundane and ordinary when compared to the NUCLEAR NON PROLIFERATION TREATY.

I think every country in this world needs to have their own stockpile of NUCLEAR WEAPONS, and acquire them openly and with out fear or shame, take the name of the GOD and do it, GOD is on your side, ANYWAY they will put your country under sanctions whether you have them or not, :-) which means you are FUCKED both ways, so why not at least buy some time by acquiring the NUCLEAR WEAPONS, which might deter them from engaging directly. :-)

See, no one is stopping Australia or Canada from selling Uranium to nuclear countries like India or Pakistan, it is just business for them, because USA has a special clause for India and Pakistan, I think If special clause exists then every country should have access to it.

The reason everyone is in this situation is because 175 countries are not united, there used to be something called NAM, none of these 175 countries will ever be part of NATO anyway, and why it is not possible that USA and Russia might be using this Nuclear equation to their advantage to keep 175 countries on their toes, so the target for all the 175 countries should be to increase their Nuclear stockpiles to the level of USA and Russia.

It is a simple CHANAKYA NITHI, if it is difficult to understand, follow Winston Churchill's policy, a dictator who had killed 10 times more people then Hitler, :-) yet he got Britain its respect, political and money power, veto in UNO, lead over 175 countries and the pride back after 1950, :-) he is the real phoenix.

Before 1950 these very 175 countries were crying,
After 1950 these very 175 countries were crying,
After 2001 (Sep 9/11) these 175 countries were crying,
In 2020, These are the 175 countries still crying. :-)

Back to 2020, The pattern which is emerging now, though it is too soon to say but still, the pattern is Russian Equipment, Ukraine/Malaysia or some third country airlines in and around the middle east and some people who are the target.

Millions of people from the west and east fly over the middle east each year and governments of these people are hell bent on messing up the middle east, :-) it is like fools, who are trying to cut down the branch of that tree on which they are seated, :-) which clearly shows that the folks who are responsible for governing these countries are with zero visibility and very twisted visions. 

It sounds like madness, get it done at any cost, something like that. :-)the personal diary of the culprit might read, A passenger airline to be shot down above Iran - Check.

And Astrologically speaking Saturn has not entered Capricorn yet, it is moving into Capricorn on 25th Jan 2020, the natural 10th house, and Jupiter has already moved into the natural 9th house.

So Dharma is in Jupiter's hand, and the Governance is going to be in Saturn's hand, and Saturn is a slow moving, filthy but very strict when it comes to indiscipline, bad karma, and it will also record all your bad deeds, particularly the Government, Political parties, Police, Law and Order, Intelligence, Royal families, all are under the radar or the scanner, so people related with all these areas need to be very careful in their day to day transactions, indiscipline will not be tolerated, karma will strike back.

It is not like Saturn was not in Capricorn before, last time it was in 1991-1993, so one can go back and see how things were then and kind of co-relate, but keep in mind the morals are way low now.

In layman terms it means politics in almost every country is bound to nose dive as far as morals are concerned, which are already very low, we are going to see more such cheap techniques for political survivals, only question one need to ask themselves is, are we going to see the NADIR point in the human history and record that never before we have seen such cowardice, but express it as bravery.

Another victory for the Trap and Blackmailing Ministry, two people who were trapped and blackmailed for giving up their lives emerged, one from 19th century and one from 20th century, I felt bad for both of them but I think I will keep it under wraps for now.

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Caucasian Wimps are upbeat :

The Caucasian Wimps are upbeat, is it because they could pull down a passenger aircraft indirectly or directly, or is it because they cornered Iran, it is a small country with tons of issues of its own, it might become another Iraq or Syria, what is the big deal or is it because I wrote Saturn will hold the 10th house issues for 2.5 years.

Whatever, I know for the Caucasian wimps in UK/USA/Canada/Pakistan/India this is time for celebrations, and it is of no surprise that Humanity has come to this destination where people celebrate for killing innocent people, when they are in the most vulnerable position.

If Caucasian Wimps can not resist the excitement, they can give each other a medal of bravery, and don't forget the folks fooling around in the Canadian Tyre not able to contain their excitement, it has been a while I have seen them so excited.

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Most appropriate song for this moment.  2020.

Written by Anand Bakshi,  It is Metaphorical.

Chingaari koii bhadke,  (If someone lights a spark.)
To saawan use bujhaaye (Then the rains will put it out.)

Saawan jo agan lagaaye, use kaun bhujaaye?  (But if the rains start a fire, who will put it out?)

PatajhaD jo baagh mei.n ujaaDe (If a garden is destroyed in the Autumn)
Woh baagh bahaar khilaaye    (It will bloom again in the Spring.)

Jo baagh bahaar mei.N ujade, use kaun khilaaye? 

(But who can revive the garden that is destroyed in Spring?)

Maanaa toofaan ke aage   (I agree that before a storm )
Nahii.N chaltaa zor kisii kaa  (No one can use force  )
Maujo.N ka dosh naii.N hai (Yet this is not the fault of the waves )
Yeh dosh hai aur kisi kaa  (It is the fault of someone else )

Majhadaar mei.N naiyaa Doobe  (If a boat starts to rock midstream  )
To maajhi par lagaaye  (The boatman/Rower can lead it to shore )

Maajhi jo naaw Dooboye, use kaun bachaaye?  

(But if the ROWER drowns the boat, who can save it?)

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Canadian Mythology: Fighting Demons

Bitch from hell Vs the Dumbanic the genius.

BFH is fighting her own idea, back in 2002 to 2005 she was on Dumbanic's side blindly, with out any back ground check or vetting, she projected her as a genius, all she saw was her pale skin, :-) not that anyone has checked or vetted BFH also, but both sides have devoted lot of money and time in checking my background, :-) a spectator on the sidelines and they continue to dig, well they are not doing it now, India is doing for them. :-)

Since 2005 she has been fighting that idea, which was her own creation. :-)

In 2020, this fight continues, now it has reached the level of Hate.

It is also called fighting your own demons.

Since 2002, I have been just a spectator watching from the sidelines the drama unfolding, folding, unfolding, folding then again unfolding.

And it seems the Wimps/Cowards are very happy they have won. 

Whatever :-)

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Guru

ॐ

Who is my Guru?

First and foremost credit of being my GURU goes to my parents, for providing me with everything I needed, so that I could get educated, learn and make myself able to face the world, which they did in flying colors and never let me or my siblings down, for which I am grateful and in debt. 

But the question comes, what is so great about it, all parents do that, even animals are doing it.

In that case my parents did something most parents do not, they initiated me into the spiritual world at a very young age of 9 years, and my mother was the first Guru who told us all the mythological stories best to her knowledge and introduced Bhakti yoga, and my father was already walking the path.

What did they install?

YAM AND NIYAM, not in its perfection but yes they did introduce them to us, I followed and incorporated them into my life on a daily basis, as they both followed it on a regular basis.

Next comes our hundreds of teachers in various schools, who were imperfect and not very apt at their work but they did best to their abilities to give us some education, of course few stand out because of their exceptional abilities, but all that education was for the material world and nothing towards the spirituality or for the spiritual world.

The big shake up?

It came in 1978-1979, Living in Agra, I was in 7th grade, first time I saw a human dead body being burned on a pyre, and this was done next to the railway tracks in a village which was with in the viewing distance from our living room window, it was an exception, I went with my few friends and brother and had a good look at the burning corpse, and that night I could not sleep, tsunami of questions overtook my mind and since then it was the norm, questions and questions and questions but very few answers, my parents all they could tell is dead people go to heaven. :-)

Then my two teachers employed by my school (Guru's) who introduced and taught us ASANA YOGA, for four years from 1980 to 1984,  I followed the instructions and incorporated them into my daily routine.

I started working, got married, had a child,

Then comes the YOGA sessions with two yoga instructors, a male and a female.

They taught us, Shanku Prakshalana, Yam, Niyam, Asana Yoga, and PRANAYAMA, and PRATYAHARA and other needs for YOGA.

I learned them and incorporated them in to my routine life.

Then I was introduced to DHYANA (also called meditation) by their GURU, he also gave me my personal mantra.

Then I moved to Canada in 2001. (The turning point.)

Then after 4 years of lull or nothing towards my spiritual life, after I lost my job the real Spiritual life begun in 2005.

Three or four Gurus helped, they were Internet, Google, Wikipedia, and later You Tube. :-)

Millions of people who manage them, upload information, should get the credit for helping me with my spiritual progress, this includes thousands of YouTube channels, and websites.

Late Shri Swami Shivananda through his website stands out in this crowd.

Craving for more clarity:

At this point I reached a point where humans living or dead were of little help, I needed more clarity.

Then there are so many Guru's like Fauna and Flora, Pets, Animals, Birds, Trees, flowers, Ether, Air, Fire, Water, Earth itself, my family, my Children, because information can come from anywhere and anytime, all a sadhaka has to do is keep his ears and eyes peeled.

Then came the Guru's from Ancient world with all their creations.

Atri, Brhigu, Kuthsa, Vashishta, Gautama, Kashyapa, Angirasa, Panini, Parasara, Shakti, 

Vishwamitra, Shuka Brahma, Narada etc etc few to name.

Then Jagat Guru Shankaracharya with all his incredible Sanskrit creations which introduced me to the wide world of spiritual ideas and visions.

Then Lord Ganesha who gave me the permission to pursue Kundakula Vidya, and my Kundilini flowed and remained flowing non stop since then and it is in laya. (I can see it with my own eyes, like I see other things in and around me.)

Then came the three Param Gurus,

Guru Brahma, Guru Vishnu and Guru Maheswara, Param Brahma, 

and their feminine consorts, Mata Saraswati, Mata Laxmi and Mata Parvati as their blessings.

At this point all my spiritual faculties came alive, and up and running, Chakras appeared.

Blessings from Mata Gayatri, Rama, Shiva, Krishna, Gautama Buddha, Jesus, Allah, Nanak, it continues, it is like they are joining me, my wife brought Sai Baba with her when we got married in 1995, and I always felt he was smiling at me, and I always asked him why are you smiling at me, no answer.

The journey which begun 45 years back came to one milestone, Self Realization. 

Now I know the journey has just begun...…………:-) it is like I have just acquired tools for my further journey, but good thing is I have reached this milestone before I am 60, which is still 6 years away. :-) it was not easy but once I reached this milestone all the hardship I went through is gone like a feeling of visiting some place.

One thing is sure If I do not falter like many did at this point which appears unlikely, because more then me the universe is more determined, :-) I am not returning to this Earth, it is confirmed, :-) and also with the other two subtle planes attached with Earth, meaning I have passed my examination with flying colors. :-)

My Ancestors were informed of my achievements. 

The benefit of Self Realization: You have a hot line and everyone past, present are in easy reach, darshan is easy, it is like you call them they appear and respond, spiritually speaking.

Exception is the Humans. :-) 

There is so much to see, I need more clarity.......and the Guru's said wait! (So this what I am doing waiting for further instructions from the divine.)

I am not only grateful to all of them, but very thankful for all their direct or indirect help with out which I would be another human running in circles, and deceiving myself with false pride and false ego, and wasting my time, which would take me nowhere but downward.

What I want to give to this world? (This is based on whatever clarity I have for now)

I am not in a hurry, I will take my time, as I have a long way to go, I will probably write few books in Sanskrit first, then in Hindi and then in English and French, which will cover all topics of spirituality and will help everyone irrespective of color, creed, caste and religion.

I am not suggesting any change of faith, I will bring only the clarity, but it will be given to the true seeker only.

May be a School, where adults above 40 who need clarity in what they are seeking will benefit, which will be limited to Spiritual pursuits. ( At this moment I have 11$ in my account so a long way to go before I begin something like that.) :-)

A Spritual clinic in all cities around the world which will help people free of cost.

ॐ 

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BRAND NEW YEAR 2020

I WISH 

ALL MY READERS 

A 

VERY BALANCED AND SATISFYING

BRAND NEW YEAR 2020

IN ALL THEIR 

SPIRITUAL (Jupiter)

AND 

MATERIAL (Saturn) PURSUITS.

SP IANALA
30 DEC 2019
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Numerology: 

2020 accounts to number 4, apply this to your birth number, if your birth number is 4 you are good.

Just to get an idea, how this new brand year will be like for you, go back into your past and recollect events, from the following years.

The closest previous years that you have already lived with number 4, were 2011, 2002, 1993, 1984, 1975, 1966, and etc. etc.

And also (More or Less)  this new year will also be like one of your previous years, like 1960, 1970, 1980, 1990, 2000, and 2010.
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Astrology 2020, 

Moon: Currently on 30 Dec 2019 is in Aquarius and moves into Pisces on 01 Jan 2020, and will move one house every 3 to 4 days.

Sun: Currently in Sagittarius will move into Capricorn on 15th Jan 2020 and then move into Aquarius by 13th Feb 2020.

Mars: Currently in Scorpio and will move into Sagittarius by 8th Feb 2020, so all that feeling of vexation in Scorpians will subside to some extent by 8th Feb 2020 and Sagittarians will have to deal with it till 22 Mar 2020 and then it moves into Aquarius.

Mercury: The greenery of life, the speech, communications, currently Mercury also is in Sagittarius and will move into Capricorn on 13th Jan 2020, people who are interested in Speculation, investment should watch both Mercury and Rahu. 

Venus is in Capricorn as of Dec 30 2019 and will move in to Capricorn on 9th Jan 2020.

The Venusian charm will kind of leave the Sagittarius and Capricorns will feel it in the brand new year 2020, and as Venus moves roughly a house every month, it will bestow that charm to all the natives of 12 houses beginning with Capricorn in Jan 2020 to Sagittarius by Dec 2020.

Jupiter the largest grah has already moved into its own house Sagittarius last month i.e. Nov 2019, so Sagittarius will feel more homely in their pursuits towards gaining education, knowledge and also in other pursuits.

By Nov 2020, Jupiter will move into Capricorn and join Saturn, stirring up some old dust and creating some new avenues for Capricorns in particular and all other natives in general.

Saggitarius/Dhanus described. 

The Rāśi Dhanus rises with its head and is lorded by Guru (Jupiter). It is a Sattvic Rāśi and is tawny in hue. It has strength in night and is fiery. A royal Rāśi, Dhanus is biped in first half. Its second half is quadruped. It has an even build and adores an arch. It resides in the East, resorts to land and is splendourous. Lord is Jupiter.

Sagittarius: Thighs, royal, attorneys, government offices, aircraft, falling, sparse hair, muscular, deep eyes, upright, honest, genial, gambler.

Saturn the slowest moving grah will move to Capricorn from Sagittarius on 24th Jan 2020.

So people whose Moon or Ascendant are in Libra will be relieved from its 7.5 years cycle,
But for  people with their Moon or Ascendant in Scorpio, they will experience another 2.5 years of tardiness in their day to day activities.
Similarly for people with their Moon or Ascendant in Sagittarius will have to wait another 5 years before they can take a sigh of relief from Saturn.
And for people whose Moon or Ascendant are in Capricorn, for them Saturn brings new change as the house belongs to Saturn, but slowly over a period of 2.5 years.
Similarly for people whose Moon or Ascendant are in Aquarius, Saturn will bring new changes, which will come in to affect over a period of 7.5 years, as Aquarius is the Moolatrikona of Saturn.

Capricorn/Makar described. 

Capricorn/Makar is lorded by Saturn/Śani and has predominance of Tamo-Gun (a disposition, seen in demons). It is an earthy Rāśi and represents the southern direction. It is strong in nights and rises with back. It has a large body. Its complexion is variegated and it resorts to both forests and lands. Its first half is quadruped and its second half footless, moving in water. Lord is Saturn.

Capricorn: Knees, marsh lands, watery places, alligators, beasts, bushes, slender bulls, long neck, prominent teeth, witty, perfectionist, patient, organizer, cautious, secretive, pragmatic.

Ketu : The head less demon which bestows misery in the material world is currently in Sagittarius and will move into Scorpio by 25th Sep 2020, where it gets exalted.

Rahu: The Head of the demon who had tasted ambrosia/nectar by deceit is currently in Gemini and will move into Taurus by 25th Sep 2020, where it gets exalted, out of all the grah Rahu brings the worst in the human minds, i.e. lies, rumours, speculation, deception, deceit etc.


The Major change for 2020 is Saturn moving into Capricorn by 24th Jan 2020, and will remain there for about 2.5 years.

Saturn represents Addictions, Bondage, Descipline, Karma, Longivity (Or Death), Servants, Sorrow, Thefts, Filth, Muscles, Astringent taste, Useless Trees, Ant hills, Multi colored robes, Metals, Material and Winter.

As Saturn moves very slowly and takes about 2.5 years to move through the 12 signs, people experience delays, tardiness, and frustration, and people who have Moon or Ascendant in Aquarius, for them the 7.5 years Sade Sati cycle of Saturn begins 24th Jan 2020, which effects Income, Job, in first 2.5 years, then relatives, friends, etc. in next 2.5 years and Health in the last 2.5 years, mostly in this order but it can be in other combinations also.

Aquarians will have to take precautions and move with utmost care in their day to day dealings, like talks, speech, actions, (Karma), particularly at their work place.

Note: The positive and negative effects depends on the strength of the grah Saturn, weak and debilitated Saturn (Present in birth chart in Aries) gives mostly mild and positive effects, and for those with Saturn in Libra, Aquarius, Pisces, or Sagittarius the effects are more severe, and also check the Astakavarga points for each house, 4 point is average and less than 4 is weak, and more than 4 is strong.

All the best for 2020.

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Caucasian Wimps orchestration Vs Me III

We started searching for our first house in Canada/Quebec in 2009, more seriously in 2010 with a budget of 200,000$ ofcourse with a mortgage loan (95% or more) from some bank, particularly we were expecting CIBC or TD Bank, :-) but in 2017 when this thing materialized after a lot of hardwork it was neither CIBC nor TD Bank which helped us secure our first home it was Desjardin Bank of Quebec, :-) but they also played little dirty. :-)

It is no secret that Caucasian wimps are involved in almost everything we do, and as a result mostly things go south, thanks to them, :-) but once in a while things also go north due to their overkill, securing a mortgage loan in Quebec, after living 17 years in Quebec as a Citizen of Canada was kind of an uphill task as a middle class family, again thanks to SHarper and Conservatives new mortgage rules for first time buyers, :-) not that Liberals did anything better. :-)

Why is that before and after elections the agenda of any political party does not match, :-) all most all parties they end up literally Ef'ing the Citizens who give them the mandate to safe guard their interests, and it is always the wimps who get the benefits. :-)

I think the reason for this anamoly is, both sides Liberals and Conservatives are run by people whose Roti (Food), Kapada (Clothes) and Makan (House) are secure even before they start their lives, so they can not guage the depth and dimensions of this criteria called Roti, Kapada and Makan, leave alone understand it.

So I did not vote for them. :-)

Then we are left with NDP, BQ and PPP, NDP with Jagmeet Singh was holding a great promise for the Canadian middle class, as Jagmeet Singh is a product of that struggle, that is THE struggle of middle class people in Canada (Quebec included), but I did not vote for him also because Sikh community is a closed society, it helps each other and they scratch each others back, and after working in a Sikh owned travel agency for 8 years on a regular basis in Montreal, I have concluded that they have no place for anyone else other then Sikh, with an exception for Caucasians. :-)

[Canada is a country with a population of 30 millions, If here middle class is not free from struggle then they are not free fromsuch struggle in no other country.]

BQ calls itself Bloc, to us the ethnic minority in Quebec it sounds like block, :-) there are three languages in Canada, English, French and Quebecois, French is taught in adult educations centers like CARI etc, but the language that is spoken in Quebec by the visible majority is Quebecois, :-) I learned French in CARI St-Laurent for 2 years and completed its 4th level in flying colors, :-) though a Russian tutor made fun of me there, :-) but when I listen to people (visible majority in Quebec) talking in Quebec, I do not understand a word they say, :-) because they do not speak French, they speak Quebecois, but they read and write French, hence I could not vote for BQ also, when they start speaking French as it is taught in CARI or when they start teaching Quebecois as it is spoken in Quebec then we will think of voting for BQ, and they could not secure even 50% of the seats (74) available in Quebec with their bold and loud separation agenda.

Recently we needed to erect our car shelter for the winter, and it was short of a strap, and I found a piece available in Home Depot for 34$, I tried to secure it online but my Desjardin card failed, so I went their personally but could not get it as Caucasian wimps had already changed the rules even before I arrived, and Patrick Morin another hardware store had some pieces available but very expensive, 75$ for a piece, :-) for 75$ Amazon sells four sides of a 22 feet shelter and they deliver it in a day. :-)

I can not compete with Trillion $ surveillance equipment  at this moment, though I am working to counter it, :-) and its 10,000 or more strong bots or trolls, or cowards or wimps what ever one can call them, they know our shopping plans before we execute them, so I had to do some JUGAD, it is a Hindi term, I am not sure how I can explain it in English, it roughly means timely, temporary or permanent alternate arrangement made in absence of resources or against all odds, :-) don't expect me to explain it in French, :-) so it worked for this winter with out spending a cent. :-)

So should I thank Caucasian Wimps for saving our money or curse them for blocking us, like I said when there is an overkill it is not necessary everything Caucasian wimps plan or execute will go north in other words in favour of their Caucasian candidates only, or for us everything will go south or in other words against us, sometimes it works in our favour also. :-)

So then I have to pay my Traffic ticket 211$ if paid online, so I thought of using my CIBC VISA/Debit card to pay it online on Ville de Deux-Montagnes website, it did not go through, :-) I tried twice because anything repeated is a proxy for the old retired fat women from Toronto (Ontario) but still it did not work. :-)

And the P-Genius (67 yrs old retired fat women from Mexico) who lives in Quebec or lived in Quebec, though a Gringo herself, :-) calls me Gringo, blames the old fat retired women from Ontario for everything the Caucasian wimps do in Quebec. :-)

[Gringo usually means an American in Mexico, but it is being used in Quebec/Canada for an outsider.]

I think she should not flatter herself, as far as I know either of these retired women can barely move an inch, everything that is done in Quebec, Canada, Ethiopia, Ivory Coast, UK, USA, Australia, Malaysia, Pakistan, Sri Lanka, India, Bhutan, Nepal, Nigeria, it is done by the network of Caucasian wimps with their Trillion$ surveillance equipment and 10,000 or more wimps,  

Ivory Coast is selling their Natural Coconuts smeared with their shit in Quebec, so folks If you buy coconuts in Maxi-Cie in Quebec, make sure you wash them properly or just break them outside your home, because Ivory Coast might be a proxy for Elephant, Elephant is a proxy for Republicans or Conservatives, :-) then you might ask why the shit, shit is a proxy for money, because If one dreams of shit it means money, see where the proxy mania has gone or is going, :-) Maxi-Cie is also a proxy like all other stores and malls. :-)

Proxy-mania has already reached the chronic level, it has done irreparable damage to the brain/mind/psyche of all the people involved in it particularly to the Caucasian wimps, like I said proxy-mania is in its overdrive, :-) now the Caucasian wimps are negating each other with their overkill or overdrive, as a result their candidates who can not or do not move an inch are more dependent on me then before, :-) and they want free service. :-)

Basically the predicament is and it means, they will not do anything or will not move an inch in any direction, :-) and Caucasian wimps who always work towards protecting their interests, and they always have been working against me, so they will also not do anything, :-) that leaves me, and anything I do, the Caucasian wimps will award that as a credit to their Caucasian candidates (Including P-Genius) :-) who otherwise will not do anything or will not move an inch, Elephant or Donkey or Red or Blue. :-)

That leaves PPP, I read about it in Wikipedia some times back but I did not remember, they had one seat in 2015, Beauceville, recently I happen to communicate with a tree felling company from Beauceville just before elections, they visited our neighbour to cut a tree damaged by borer worms, co-incidence or Caucasian wimps orchestration, :-) they wanted to communicate on telephone only not by email and again my phone is also hacked 24/7 by the Trillion $ surveillance equipment of the Caucasian wimps, so it never happened, but after the elections I see PPP lost even that one seat. 

But I think Jagmeet Singh was the main factor for every one's loss as well as wins, I really wanted him to win with out my vote, :-) as his agenda was way better then anyone, at least for the struggling middle class of Canada and Quebec, I can not vote for a Sikh person as they have no place for people like me. 

What keeps me awake:

I am still trying to wrap my mind around the thought that how and why I had helped lot of very ungrateful people in my life that includes my own family members in India, :-) in return they only screwed me nice and good, so what about the outsiders!, they anyway screw people around, it is THE culture, and people like P-Genius it is their only strength, :-) otherwise they can not survive, it seems I am the only item in her agenda, and she is hanging on to that thread (Proxy Games) with all her might, or she knows, she will vanish in to oblivion like she never happened.

That one thought bothers me so much that I lay thinking about what was I thinking, because most of them did not deserve to be helped it was their bad karma, they were supposed to suffer, but I went out of my way to help them or bail them out of their sticky situations and in return I got not just their ridicule :-) but also the wrath of the Nature If Universe is too big for it. :-)

And it became a challenge between me and the Universe, it is like the Universe has been/is saying, "Oh! Oh! so you want to meddle in our affairs and help those who do not deserve", "let me see how far you can go with this ideal", :-) and it kept pushing me in to a corner, and I kept helping one after another scumbags and douche bags, this includes P-Genius also, :-) and in return I kept receiving punishment after punishment after punishment from the Universe.

But there is one thing that went in my favour, my spiritual growth went North, it got catapulted to such dizzy heights, but again I can not share it with anyone as same question arises, do they deserve, and what good it will do to anyone, and If I share with the ungrateful one's what I will get in return here on this material plane is ridicule and punishment. :-)

Hence! I keep to myself, because there is hardly one person who can think like me, there might be few somewhere, but then I have yet to see or meet them, but in general, all everyone wants is to use and throw everyone, :-) yesterday I was watching a Santa Claws movie "Bad Santa (2003)" it shows the ugly drama, how it is played, it does not matter you put which fat old Caucasian retired women as Santa, the drama will remain the same, and with Caucasian wimps with their trillion $ surveillance equipment shamelessly in use, the drama is bound to remain such.

But still against all odds, USE is still ok, 70% people in this world are used on a daily basis with out a thanks in return, but the "THROW" part is kind of getting little difficult to digest", and the Universe is unrelenting, if the throw is by some ungrateful one..

Hence! I could not vote in this elections (2019) also, though the voters card came all right, thanks for that and now I see, like always the political parties Liberal/Conservatives/Green/PPP/NDP did not win this elections also.

Numerology: 2020 accounts to number 4. :-)

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Middle Class Prosperity Ministry:

Well! I thought middle class people were struggling in Canada  (Quebec included) to make the ends meet and live a life up to the standards or level of life a Canadian should live in Canada (Quebec) as Canada is one of the G-7 countries. :-) 

I think Canada (Quebec included) needs to define the term Middle Class, because understanding of middle class might differ from country to country,  province to province and even place to place, like in Saint Laurent, Quebec, life of a Middle Class is one of the worst, (I lived 17 years in Saint Laurent) given the 24/7 surveillance, traffic tickets sent by mail, condition of children in schools like Ecole Enfant Soleil, where children as small as in pre-scolaire and Maternal are screamed upon by the Caucasian female teachers and administrators or ladies responsible for taking care of them during school hours, in addition to the 24/7 surveillance by Caucasian Wimps, even St-Germain and Emile Legault or any other school is not free from this, parents who go to drop their children are the targets and continuous meddling by Caucasian wimps not just in schools but in almost all spheres of life in Canada (Quebec included), and they get paid. :-)

Kids who come from Lower income middle class families are served free meals in St-Laurent, Quebec, which is not less then trash, human hair and garbage was found in it, these meals were supplied by YMCA. :-) here we are not talking about "PROSPERITY", here we are talking about minimum human dignity. :-)

I know when ever there is a talk of increasing the minimum wage even by 50 cents, there is a huge outcry from almost all the influential people, but when corrupt CEO's take home millions when fired, no one talks about it, MP's take home basic salary is 1,75,000 CAD$, plus 60,000 If they hold a portfolio, etc, etc, wow!

We do not have a lower class in Canada (Quebec included), what we have below Middle class is Students with debt, Individuals with no jobs, business or children, Citizens with debt as a result of Caucasian Wimps orchestration, homeless people, physically and mentally incapacitated to earn a livelihood by birth, fate, accidents, and by design, people who are reduced to a vegetative state due to experimentation by the Caucasian Wimps, :-) you know the Wireless Brain Research, etc. etc. 

I think the definition of Middle Class in Canada (Quebec Included) should be like : People who are in the middle and live in apartments paying 50% of their wages as rent or own houses paying 50% of their wages as Mortgage payments and eke out a living by earning their income in places owned by Government and Private individuals, and are paid less then 75,000$ per annum, and when fired they get nothing, and when laid off, they are allowed EI for 15 months only, after that they have to learn a new trade, or find anything to keep things going or fall through the cracks to even 0$, but the life they live is still middle class. 

And above 75,000$ should be defined as Upper Middle Class, who are well off.

[Note: The very purpose of Democracy was to see that no one from the community falls through the cracks. and get minimum Roti (Food), Kapada (Clothes) and Makan (Shelter)  :-), I would include Education and Health also as minimum essentials, but this entire idea was discarded by the smart or rather cunning folks (all political parties) as socialism. ]

Trap and Blackmail Ministry:

This is another very important ministry which needs to be made public, and it is required in almost all countries, :-) because right now the folks involved in this kind of work hide behind other agenda's to carry out their illegal activities, like national security etc. etc, once this ministry gets its official recognition then anyone like BFH or P-Genius or any other low life like Identity thieves, who wants to live a easy life at others cost can simply call the toll free number of this ministry and place their order, :-) any way this kind work is carried out on a routine basis, :-) so why not make it official.

I think SHarper's conservatives tried to do it through Bill C-51 but ran out of time, they should have called it, Trap and Blackmail Ministry.

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