God's grace

Looking for God's grace ?  :-) 

"Der Aaye Durust Aaye"

It is never too late to accept the reality and look for God's grace.

God is always trying to reach one and everyone irrespective of caste, creed, and color, but before you can receive it, one has to unburden himself or herself of lot of things, like :

Things! Things! and Things!

Lust for Power, Money and Sex, to deceive someone to show how smart you are, Deception as a way of life :-) etc.

Greed, like Eat the cake and have it too and then blame someone else kind of greed, in Hindi we say, "Ek to Chori oopar se Seena Jori", and above all Ego.

There are some 140 such things, which can be divided into two sections, those causing darkness in the heart, and those causing craziness in the mind.

If you look inward, God is seated right in your heart in a cave, :-) now don't go to a Heart surgeon and ask him or her to show, and you don't have to depend on 75,000 Wimps and their Trillion $$$$$ Surveillance equipment combined with electronic voodoo, to find God, and then record some reactons and use them in your proxy games, :-) all that is not required.

If you are old like 65 and above, it might be too late to follow the slow process which is effective, one can attempt extreme measures like,

1) Chop you head off and throw it in a sacred fire (Agni, Yagya Kund), who knows Brahma might walk straight to you and ask what you want, I was told by a Sikh this Is done in Amritsar by some Sikh Sect, even Demon king Ravana did this many times, in fact he used it so often it became his calling bell for Brahma. :-)

2) Go to Himalayas, because that is where everyone goes, :-) stand on one feet, and wait, who knows, Lot's of people are doing this.

3) Sacrifice, No No not some hapless animal, it will only bring Mukti to the animal and not you, Sacrifice your Ego, Lust, Greed, Deceptive ways etc in one shot, Extreme thinking, like Sadguru says use your Intellect like a knife and dissect all that is not required, it is like emergency surgery.

But after performing all this, Instead of GOD :-) if some Demon shows up :-), please don't come back to me. :-)

As far as I am concerned I followed the long, slow, easy - lazy but effective path, it took me 45 long years in this life alone to reach where ever I am today, and I am not done.

Bottom Line: To experience the view from top of Everest, one has to climb it, one can not borrow it from someone who has been there. :-)

May God show you the path.

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Back in 2006 - 2013, (2014 I stopped as I ran out of money as my little business was hijacked by the Caucasian wimps working for Bitch from hell and Dumbanique the genius). :-)

I used to buy fruits as offerings for my Saturday fasting and evening prayers, and as usual like always Caucasian Wimps were watching, like they watch everyone in Quebec-Canada, :-) they knew where and when I would go to buy the fruits, so an old Caucasian haggard in his 70's or 80's with a 6 feet tall Caucasian young wimp as a guard to protect him, :-) stood next to the basket in which I was putting the fruits in this Sri Lankan Grocery Mall near Cote Vertu, St Laurent, and the haggard kept kicking it with his leg while talking how great Greece was, :-) and If I remember his words, " Greece is the greatest nation in the world, which gave everything to the world, etc. etc. I don't remember having said or written anything against Greece before 2006, and then he stood in the queue at the left cashier, and I finished my buy and stood behind him, unmindful, quite, composed as ever, :-) of course with a smile, :-) and this old haggard did not stop, to the amusement of the onlookers(mostly colored and black) kept blabbering about non sense and at one point the young Caucasian 6 feet tall wimp who accompanied him suddenly bumped between him and me like he was trying to stop me from hitting the haggard, :-) and reality! I did not move a finger, I stood quite and later I left the shop with a bigger smile. :-)

This is simply called "" SUFFERING", and Caucasians suffer on a constant basis like this for no reason, :-) If some one is doing daily prayers, or offering fruits or other preparations, why anyone should even bother, and If it is done in the privacy of their homes, there should be no issue, even to the Quebec's new religious symbol act, which I am OK with, because I strongly believe RELIGION should be kept inside one's home and not brought out into the open, because then it becomes a political tool.

But who will tell the ignorant Caucasian Wimps, who are competing to touch or contaminate the fruits with their hands and feet or their hidden wimps touch before I offer them to the Hindu deities, or even worse because they are quite capable of that, or at least they think they can load the fruits with their thoughts or touch or this also is another of those senseless proxy games played by the 75,000 plus wimps on a regular basis, but they should think how many people/bees/birds might have touched those fruits before they land on the shelves in the grocery stores, and think about the souls that reside in them expecting to get a chance to get another human birth (Not through me) and for that they must have waited a long time and now they end up in the garbage, where they might be eaten by some animal, or just turn in to compost, which means they wait all over again, a spiritual person has to think about all this because every thought and action has consequences.

Irony: Most of this Caucasian Wimps who are competing to touch the fruits (which I buy and might offer in my prayers) eat COW's meat, :-) and all the Hindu deities come under one word, "GOVINDA", which means protector of Cows. :-)THINK! :-)

Fruits as offerings: As far as fruits or any offerings are concerned they are just token of offerings, it satisfies that small ego of the person offerings the prayer that he or she has offered something and not tried to please the deities empty handed, think, If one is in a right mind tell me what can he or she offer the one who gives everything, or to whom everything belongs, or who is everything, :-) but any way.

Peaches: By the way I am not sure what happened but I bought 10 Nectarine Peaches last week, and 8 out of 10 got rotten in a day or two, and one was half gone, when I bought them they were all hard and almost ripe, so we could not eat them or offer them to the deities, we have to throw them in garbage, some 6$ wasted.

I am not saying all Hindu's follow perfect rules, or they even know what they are doing, they do not, like all other religions, because they are so confused, very few know what needs to be done, and they are not allowed to speak, :-) it seems the residents of the upper worlds want this way, they want people on this Earth to figure out themselves, each one of them to go through the spiritual roller coaster by themselves, which means they will have to break free of the veil of illusion which covers them and keeps them in the dark, all by themselves, even I am discouraged by the divine to speak openly and clearly. :-) 

Bottom Line: Like people (With political and financial power) do not want anyone to disturb their 'THE SYSTEM', which works so well for few on the top and certain population in particular, similarly the spiritual system is also in place and no one in those upper worlds like anyone spilling the beans particularly to the non deserving. :-)

One has to strive very hard to reach the eligibility level first even before qualifying for the deserving level, then from there it is a long unsettling journey, it is not like you know someone you know in the WIMPS CLUB and voila! you are a genius, and hype is created, hype does not work here, :-) remember what Jesus said, it is reverse.

Fortunately! People who think they are powerful and control everything can not do anything here, :-) it is a spiritual system in play.

Ciao!

Not a Mistake it is a Blunder

History: 2003-2004

Just for the record, back in 2004 when Dumbanique the genius after getting projected as genius in some anti social outfit, it could be a political party, I am not sure, they never revealed it to me, but she turned very cocky and brat like firing people at will etc. etc., of course her god mother and proctor Bitch from hell was hand in glove with her, till she got herself fired along with the CEO. :-)

That is not the point, by now everyone including the staunch Caucasian wimps who are not capable of seeing the reason leave alone the truth also know that they made a mistake, well folks it is not called a mistake it is called BLUNDER, in capitals :-) and blunders are punishable, particularly if it effects someone's livelihood.

well! again that is not the point, :-) point is back in 2004, Dumbanique the genius who cleared all her debt, her house paid off, her new car paid off, and she was getting paid 50K plus for reading roman history on company time, :-) and all employees including cat on the wall were dancing to her tunes, thanks to the instructions given to them by the Caucasian wimps, in that situation she was thinking how to make me go broke, Evil has been always on my tail, since I was born, it is only that it looks for weak minds around me to express it self, then, it was these two women who carried the weakest minds on their shoulders. :-)

And she did everything along with her god mother to see that I go broke, and Caucasian wimps (I think they are 75,000 strong in at least 3 or 4 countries) as ever ready they are, pounced on the opportunity, :-) and did not let go off me.......:-) they must have seen a prospectus candidate for their various dramas they play from time to time around the world, then it was the terrorist drama top on their agenda, :-) in 2002, it seems when the UK -Canada-India wimps informed US wimps they have selected a candidate, the wimps in US wanted to take a look, so a conference in Hilton, Philadelphia USA was arranged by the Bitch from hell, :-) I attended with my Supervisor and I found I was being watched. :-))

As a result 2005 was a very difficult year for me and my family, but we steered clear of it.

By the way some people including Bitch from hell might be thinking why Dumbinique the genius is like that, mean and back stabbing, deceptive :-) well! this question is like asking why does a SCORPION sting, the answer is, it is the nature of SCORPION to sting, so it is your choice whether to have a SCORPION as pet or leave it in the wild. :-)

Does not matter with whom you keep her she will eventually sting them, irrespective of whether they help her or not, problem with people like Dumbinique the genius is, when they are well and comfortable, they don't give a damn about anyone, but when they are in trouble they want everyone to attend to their woes, my elder brother is like that, so I had someone right there since my childhood, this attitude was not just towards me, but even towards our parents and other siblings.

And If some Caucasian Wimps think that I will work for her just because she got catapulted to some heights by Bitch from hell and others, :-) back in 2002 she could not write a small SOP of PH meter, that is her first impression with me, it has not changed, she and Bitch from hell together could not manage a small scale pharmaceutical with 30 employees, they are bound to fall and fail, no matter 75,000 Caucasian Wimps work for them. :-)  This is my confidence, it comes from my experience with them and my experience with people. :-) so no worries, we managed 2005, it was the toughest year, I don't think any other year will be as tough as 2005.

Moreover I don't see any reason or purpose for such an endeavour, I don't know what I will do, I will be like another piece of furniture, :-) and above that there must be severe competition among the 75,000 plus Wimps to grab her attention, :-) Moi, Moi, Moi ,Moi, Moi, Moi, Moi, Moi, Moi, count 75,000 times, :-) it will be like entering a mound of termites. :-)

I am not expecting any apology from the parties involved but I think some punishment is in the order and it will be served when the time arrives, :-) till then enjoy your lives filled with ignorance, ignorance is like a veil of illusion, some times it has a purpose.

But no one has escaped from punishment till now. :-) Trust me, it is a long list of  insensitive brats, and people keep joining it. :-)

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Story to remember: ( This story also tells how we Indians pull each other down all the time, which could come as a surprise to many people outside India, particularly to those who live like Termites.)

Time period: 1990 - 1995,
Place: Jeedimetla Industrial area, Hyderabad, Telangana (Then A.P.), India.
Characters: 
A Managing Director, (Telugu, Forward caste - Reddy) Multi Millionaire, politically connected, around 40 years old.
A QC Manager, (Telugu, Forward caste - a Brahmin by birth not by virtue, around 45 yrs old), Struggling with Money and family issues, his brother just died of stomach cancer, got this job because he worked with the MD back in some company as colleagues chemists, he could barely ride his small scooty, every day he got into some accidents and would arrive with some bleeding injury.
Production Manager (Telugu, forward caste a Brahmin again by birth not by virtue, around 35 yrs old), joined the QC Managers campaign and behaved as if I did not deserve to even exist.

Another Employee (Telugu, Forward Caste - Probably Khamma,around 30 yrs old) M.Sc, joined as Supervisor QC, under the QC Manager.

Me: (Also Telugu- Forward caste - Naidu by birth) MSc, 23 to 29 yrs of age while in that company.

Title of the story: No Need to Mess with. :-)

Back in 1990, I was forced by the circumstances to take up the job, the MD sensed the urgency because the cover letter was stained with turmeric from previous day lunch and he offered mere 850 Rupees as stipend with lot of conditions, but the situation was such I could not refuse, the top two characters took the interview as I applied for QC Chemist, it was a paper ad, but the MD felt I should join the non existent R&D department instead, again with conditions like you are under observation etc. etc.

I joined the company and I was given a 4 x 4 sq feet space next to a sink in the QC lab, and I shared the table with the QC Manager, it appears the QC Manager went around the company telling he is going to take care of the R&D as well, :-) but it took one week when he was sidelined by the MD.

But I continued to sit next to him sharing his table, but he started to show signs of resentment, and he started a campaign against me, I was just 23, just out of the university, with nothing behind me, an ailing father, and this man started to mess with me, he did not stop, all the senior managers in his age group, caste, joined him, so did his employees with few exceptions.

[He would tell me a story repeatedly of successful R&D Chemists in other companies who would simply resign to threaten the management and then get a hefty raise and continue to work with salaries as high as 50,000 Rs, and it seems he got this story fed to the MD that I was planning to do so, that is when I came to know his designs, when I resigned, the MD quipped, your chapter in this company is over, expecting that it was a game I was playing to get promotion or a raise, what a dick, :-) I never asked for a raise in past 6 years, he should have known, but he lost me, I told him, yes! my chapter in this company is over, so I resigned, he was shocked it was not a game, it was real, because working in that lab was like working in an open bus station, all kinds of people walking in showing their resentment, the cause for resentment, I was a non Reddy, and making three times they were making and many years junior to them, and I had all that freedom to do what I like, when I like, how I like, it was simply jealousy, I think If I was a Reddy, then they would have followed me, accepting my abilities.]

Then came the new employee, as a supervisor in QC, he behaved like he was just dropped off by some alien ship on a special mission,  :-) the antics, hype, acting, lots of drama, but he also joined the gang and would not respond to even my greetings, as I had to share their laboratory and resources, and MD saw it as an opportunity to teach me a lesson that when you work in a company you should kiss ass for promotion and growth etc. :-)

I left them in 1995 as I got a better opportunity and my salary doubled, then it tripled the next year, the game was already set there, my first day there, someone slashed the seat of my motorbike. :-)  

One fine day, the MD asked the new supervisor QC to just go and sit in the QC Manager's seat, which he did, the QC Manager who had by then sold his apartment and purchased a small house near the company to settle down as he got rid of competition, :-) poor fellow had no option but to leave with heavy heart and no on to complain, so he got his punishment, which he was asking for, he had to again sell his house and move away to a new city I think Vishakapatnam with his family, he had one boy around 15 yrs old, relocation for that boy etc. etc.

The Production Manager who joined the campaign, one day was found in a trench with busted Appendicitis, he fell from his scooter into the trench, and I went to see him, well! the QC Manager wanted to see him and he needed a ride, so he asked me to go with him, post surgery he laid on his bed, I asked him how he was doing as a courtesy, he refused to even acknowledge that I was there, such insensitivity, insulting guests in your home is very punishable, I could never understand what was his problem in 6 years, when I resigned, even before I was relieved he got my name removed from the employees register, he was in such a hurry to get rid of me.

I went to get my PF transfer in Dec 1995, so I asked the reception that I wanted to see the MD in his office, he immediately asked to come in, and he offered Tea and asked me to be seated, then he told me how four of his employees died on a centrifuge, which has caused him so much trouble, then he looked at my pocket, there was this pen in my pocket with Sai Baba on its holder, it was my wife's pen, I just borrowed on that day, :-) then he asked me, how I was doing and how were the things in my new company for me, because he used his connections and his influence in Cong-I (Managed by Reddy's) to create something there for me, :-) which I had to deal with it for the next 6 years, before I moved to Canada.

After few months, I was attending a seminar, and there comes the Rude QC Supervisor, he approaches me and asks me about the position that was advertised in papers in the company I was working, :-) the same fellow who would not return my greetings, was standing there with folded hands and apologetic face, I just told him the truth, the position was already taken. :-) he sheepishly walked away with a long face, which suggested he was having some bad time, I guess being an opportunist not always brings positive results. :-)

All these characters are colored people, including me, all were Telugu (Mother Tongue) Indians, all were forward castes, :-) only difference was sub-castes, and all of them were my seniors by age and experience, and I was very polite and friendly with them, but they chose to mess with me, and not that I took any revenge or ran a parallel campaign against them, I just left when the opportunity showed up, :-) there was no farewell, :-) or people came to say bye, they were happy, they got rid of a huge competition and a non Reddy.

Apart from the Reddy factor, there was another factor, Jealousy, because the way I function it is free and frank, with out any fear, and I do what I have to do, and everyone want that in their lives but when small threat shows up, they succumb to it as a result they end up scheming, planning, running campaigns and in the end they suffer and make others suffer, I don't do all that, I simply move ahead with out any plan or even idea of where I am going. :-)

Bottom line: The QC Manager was in a very good position, all he had to do was build his struggling life on it, but he chose to mess with some one who was 25 years behind him, and in bad shape financially speaking, :-) and he paid such a huge price, when I heard that I felt bad, but I was not there, same thing with the MD, I was his employee, loyal, honest, and adding value to the company in a big way, working 16 hours a day, 6 days a week, even 7 sometimes, but he chose to ignore all that and mess with me, well! he has not learned his lesson fully yet, :-) eventually he will, :-) the other characters are general characters who are just opportunists like most people on this Earth, so nothing personal, but it seems his shroud of hype vanished when he faced reality in few months, where I worked 6 years against all odds.

Theme of the story: There was no need to mess with me.

If people remember this story, it will remind them that messing with me has its own consequences, sometimes they are very severe. :-)
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Suffering from Constipation :-

It seems few folks who developed or help develop wireless technology to induce constipation in citizens of their country, are suffering from constipation themselves, :-) and instead of destroying the technology, they came after me all over again, I am not the solution for that, destroying all your surveillance equipment which is spread over the entire continent is the solution. :-)

As far as I am concerned, thanks for the free detoxification, I was anyway thinking of performing shanku Prakshalana (Cleaning my GI system), and I was feeling lazy, so Wimps used their TRILLION $$$$$ surveillance cum Electronic Voodoo equipment to do that for me. :-)

I feel so light. 

By the way, the next phase of struggle for most of the 175 countries will be,  fighting the Surveillance cum Electronic Voodoo invasion, which is under survey now, :-) the agenda is to turn every single country into Quebec, because Quebec is a province which is under wireless surveillance from three countries, UK, USA, Canada, and also Quebec, every inch is covered, when ever the wimps are frustrated they play with my ass or with our dish washer or other electronic gadgets, and where they can not install, they carry the surveillance equipment in a backpack, you will see white guys walking through the streets of downtown Montreal with a backpack, it works like Google Map but in X-ray/Thermal or Infra red waves, the other source of such surveillance or invasion can be through second hand cars, If you find old cars abondoned in the streets, they are the ones holding the technology of surveillance cum electronic Voodoo.

After all 2020 is year of rats.
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Confirmed : It is a blunder.  :-)

You should ask the Bitch from hell and her bunch of geniuses with Trillion $$$$$$ hacking equipment, :-)why I am saying this....:-)

She will be 80 yrs old soon, and it seems she has only counted 80 years, maturity equivalent to even a mustard seed has not popped out yet in her brain, I think it is about time this frog needs to be put on some flight and sent out for a world tour to get some first hand life lessons. :-)

I have already said it, she could not manage a small scale pharmaceutical with 30 employees, and wimps are so obsessed with destruction they do not even see what they are destroying, it is like the troll has only one finger and can only read letter D. :-)

That is why the scriptures warn that it is not important what kind of equipment you have, it is important what is the purpose.

By the way, which political party has handed over their arse in her hands, they should call for an urgent meeting and throw her out or she will end up doing some irreparable damage. :-)

And don't tell me the wimps had spent few millions of dollars to stop my 50$, you might loose a million $ for each dollar I loose because of hacking by your wimps. 

Bottom line: People who constantly think how to dig holes for people generally fall in them. :-)  

Ciao!
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2020 Year of the Rat

ZERO VISIBILITY AND TWISTED VISIONS.

We have already started this year with a bad omen of killing 176 innocent people who were like sitting ducks travelling in a bomb, we also call it a 21st century modern era aircraft, I think nothing is an easiest target then a commercial passenger airline, there is no escape for the people who board them, hence it was picked by the cowards behind the cowardice.

My condolences to the near and dear of those who were deceived by everyone involved, particularly my heart goes out to the children who boarded that ill fated and pre-destined aircraft.

In today's world (Trillions of dollars are spent on surveillance) in 2020, all we can say to the victims is "we are sorry, we are in no position to counter or predict such attacks", so when ever anyone travels by any airline always travel with some good insurance, at least your family or children will not suffer from financial woes.

Last time I travelled in 2015 to India,which was for my mother's funeral by British airways, which was my first time, I found out BA is one of filthiest airways strictly speaking in terms of customer satisfaction, comfort and treatment, I travelled with some good insurance because the vibes were not very good, and the British airways pilot was only having some fun, :-) when we reached in the air space of Iran, right above Iran, the pilot dropped the flight many stories and he did that few times, well I enjoyed the drop, it was like a large sky screamer going down, I am kidding, people were all asleep, this was done when the crew requests the passengers to put on the belts, which is just above the forever war zone and once we entered Pakistan air space they took off the warning, :-) Iran (Tehran) was all lit up with lights and Pakistan was all pitch dark, so was India, and then on return the BA fights were delayed for repeated scrutiny both at Hyderabad and London, so someone travelling with very high insurance might as well trigger all the alarms, :-) because the network of intelligence in 200 countries after Sep 9/11 Is like Mimosa Pudica.

And when we reached London, the pilot of the British airways wanted to have some more fun so he dropped the flight in a cork screw fashion causing some dizziness (Additionally induced by the Electronic Voodoo onboard BA), this he did near the London Heathrow airport, and in Montreal the pilot could not repeat that but he did something else. :-)

After returning to Montreal I send British Airways my dissatisfaction and guess who replied, an Indian guy replied for British airways, and the reply read "Thanks for the feedback and please travel again". :-)

The reason I am writing this again in 2020, about British Airways behaving like that, just above the Iran's air space in 2015 is, because it suggests that pulling down a passenger aircraft above Iran has been in the plan for quite some time, so it is not a surprise or it is a mistake, the culprits have been just waiting for some moment to take advantage of it in multiple ways, and If a pilot behaves like that, trying to scare passengers midair, it obviously suggests, the idea in 2015 itself was already well discussed and shared among all the influential Caucasian circles at least in Britain, because the airline pilot was the executor of that idea.

This behaviour of the pilot is documented in 2017 Hollywood movie, American Made, Tom Cruise as a pilot of the passenger aircraft does exactly that scares the passengers by dropping the flight midair, though in the movie it is highly exaggerated, the Caucasian Wimps can not resist to show the bravery of such real life people, :-) that is what it is considered, dares of the Caucasian people, :-) they have to document it in some media platform and nothing can be better than movies, this is also one reason why I watch lot of movies.

And as far as the BA pilot is considered, he must have been jacked up into the secret society of wimps as a hero, that is what the movie American Made suggests. :-)

Just imagine that pilot was a non Caucasian or Arabic, BBC would have run that story for months. :-)

Question: Even if Iran's Military made a mistake as they are under tremendous pressure, for now let us accept that for the sake of discussion, question is in recent past why such mistakes with passenger air crafts happen always in and around Ukraine.?

In case of this Ukrainian flight, whatever happened, who ever is responsible, one thing is clear, the Inner circle of Iran is no longer united, the Rats from outside and inside have already torn their unity apart, whether it is good for Iran or not only time will tell, but given the recent history of Arab Springs, and many invasions into sovereign small nations etc. it only indicates Iran is headed for some very bad times, it would sure be another mess and we will be effected indirectly and this would further strengthen the Terrorist Lobby or the people who are running THE Terrorism as a business, and I am not sure how many American soldiers will be sacrificed here for a cheap political distraction. 

May be this is the new way of terrorism by the cowards, kill and then say we are sorry, or for political distractions the so called rich and powerful resort to such below the belt hits, in this case the culprits seems to be well protected, I am well aware that Non Caucasian citizens in the west are considered expendable, this is one of the reason why immigration is even allowed.

Question: What does this entire episode suggests to the small small nations like Iran, North & South Korea, Syria, Iraq, Qatar, Yemen, Nepal, Bhutan, Sri Lanka, Bangladesh, Phillipines, Saudi Arabia etc. etc. etc.

IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A NUCLEAR WEAPON IN YOUR POSSESSION, YOU ARE AS VULNERABLE AS IRAN, THE WESTERN COUNTRIES WILL NOT PROTECT YOUR PEOPLE, PERIOD! EVEN IF YOU SIGN THE NUCLEAR NON PROLIFERATION TREATY, OR ANY OTHER TREATY, THE SOLUTION IS TO ACQUIRE THE NUCLEAR WEAPONS IN WHAT EVER FORM OR SHAPE OR SIZE, THEN NO ONE WILL TOUCH YOUR COUNTRY INCLUDING USA OR UK OR RUSSIA.

REMEMBER WHAT NICHOLAS SARKOZY OF FRANCE SAID: NUCLEAR WEAPONS ARE THE INSURANCE FOR YOUR COUNTRY TO KEEP IT SAFE.

USA refuses to sign many treaties all by itself and stands alone, which are mundane and ordinary when compared to the NUCLEAR NON PROLIFERATION TREATY.

I think every country in this world needs to have their own stockpile of NUCLEAR WEAPONS, and acquire them openly and with out fear or shame, take the name of the GOD and do it, GOD is on your side, ANYWAY they will put your country under sanctions whether you have them or not, :-) which means you are FUCKED both ways, so why not at least buy some time by acquiring the NUCLEAR WEAPONS, which might deter them from engaging directly. :-)

See, no one is stopping Australia or Canada from selling Uranium to nuclear countries like India or Pakistan, it is just business for them, because USA has a special clause for India and Pakistan, I think If special clause exists then every country should have access to it.

The reason everyone is in this situation is because 175 countries are not united, there used to be something called NAM, none of these 175 countries will ever be part of NATO anyway, and why it is not possible that USA and Russia might be using this Nuclear equation to their advantage to keep 175 countries on their toes, so the target for all the 175 countries should be to increase their Nuclear stockpiles to the level of USA and Russia.

It is a simple CHANAKYA NITHI, if it is difficult to understand, follow Winston Churchill's policy, a dictator who had killed 10 times more people then Hitler, :-) yet he got Britain its respect, political and money power, veto in UNO, lead over 175 countries and the pride back after 1950, :-) he is the real phoenix.

Before 1950 these very 175 countries were crying,
After 1950 these very 175 countries were crying,
After 2001 (Sep 9/11) these 175 countries were crying,
In 2020, These are the 175 countries still crying. :-)

Back to 2020, The pattern which is emerging now, though it is too soon to say but still, the pattern is Russian Equipment, Ukraine/Malaysia or some third country airlines in and around the middle east and some people who are the target.

Millions of people from the west and east fly over the middle east each year and governments of these people are hell bent on messing up the middle east, :-) it is like fools, who are trying to cut down the branch of that tree on which they are seated, :-) which clearly shows that the folks who are responsible for governing these countries are with zero visibility and very twisted visions. 

It sounds like madness, get it done at any cost, something like that. :-)the personal diary of the culprit might read, A passenger airline to be shot down above Iran - Check.

And Astrologically speaking Saturn has not entered Capricorn yet, it is moving into Capricorn on 25th Jan 2020, the natural 10th house, and Jupiter has already moved into the natural 9th house.

So Dharma is in Jupiter's hand, and the Governance is going to be in Saturn's hand, and Saturn is a slow moving, filthy but very strict when it comes to indiscipline, bad karma, and it will also record all your bad deeds, particularly the Government, Political parties, Police, Law and Order, Intelligence, Royal families, all are under the radar or the scanner, so people related with all these areas need to be very careful in their day to day transactions, indiscipline will not be tolerated, karma will strike back.

It is not like Saturn was not in Capricorn before, last time it was in 1991-1993, so one can go back and see how things were then and kind of co-relate, but keep in mind the morals are way low now.

In layman terms it means politics in almost every country is bound to nose dive as far as morals are concerned, which are already very low, we are going to see more such cheap techniques for political survivals, only question one need to ask themselves is, are we going to see the NADIR point in the human history and record that never before we have seen such cowardice, but express it as bravery.

Another victory for the Trap and Blackmailing Ministry, two people who were trapped and blackmailed for giving up their lives emerged, one from 19th century and one from 20th century, I felt bad for both of them but I think I will keep it under wraps for now.

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Caucasian Wimps are upbeat :

The Caucasian Wimps are upbeat, is it because they could pull down a passenger aircraft indirectly or directly, or is it because they cornered Iran, it is a small country with tons of issues of its own, it might become another Iraq or Syria, what is the big deal or is it because I wrote Saturn will hold the 10th house issues for 2.5 years.

Whatever, I know for the Caucasian wimps in UK/USA/Canada/Pakistan/India this is time for celebrations, and it is of no surprise that Humanity has come to this destination where people celebrate for killing innocent people, when they are in the most vulnerable position.

If Caucasian Wimps can not resist the excitement, they can give each other a medal of bravery, and don't forget the folks fooling around in the Canadian Tyre not able to contain their excitement, it has been a while I have seen them so excited.

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Most appropriate song for this moment.  2020.

Written by Anand Bakshi,  It is Metaphorical.

Chingaari koii bhadke,  (If someone lights a spark.)
To saawan use bujhaaye (Then the rains will put it out.)

Saawan jo agan lagaaye, use kaun bhujaaye?  (But if the rains start a fire, who will put it out?)

PatajhaD jo baagh mei.n ujaaDe (If a garden is destroyed in the Autumn)
Woh baagh bahaar khilaaye    (It will bloom again in the Spring.)

Jo baagh bahaar mei.N ujade, use kaun khilaaye? 

(But who can revive the garden that is destroyed in Spring?)

Maanaa toofaan ke aage   (I agree that before a storm )
Nahii.N chaltaa zor kisii kaa  (No one can use force  )
Maujo.N ka dosh naii.N hai (Yet this is not the fault of the waves )
Yeh dosh hai aur kisi kaa  (It is the fault of someone else )

Majhadaar mei.N naiyaa Doobe  (If a boat starts to rock midstream  )
To maajhi par lagaaye  (The boatman/Rower can lead it to shore )

Maajhi jo naaw Dooboye, use kaun bachaaye?  

(But if the ROWER drowns the boat, who can save it?)

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Canadian Mythology: Fighting Demons

Bitch from hell Vs the Dumbanic the genius.

BFH is fighting her own idea, back in 2002 to 2005 she was on Dumbanic's side blindly, with out any back ground check or vetting, she projected her as a genius, all she saw was her pale skin, :-) not that anyone has checked or vetted BFH also, but both sides have devoted lot of money and time in checking my background, :-) a spectator on the sidelines and they continue to dig, well they are not doing it now, India is doing for them. :-)

Since 2005 she has been fighting that idea, which was her own creation. :-)

In 2020, this fight continues, now it has reached the level of Hate.

It is also called fighting your own demons.

Since 2002, I have been just a spectator watching from the sidelines the drama unfolding, folding, unfolding, folding then again unfolding.

And it seems the Wimps/Cowards are very happy they have won. 

Whatever :-)

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Guru

ॐ

Who is my Guru?

First and foremost credit of being my GURU goes to my parents, for providing me with everything I needed, so that I could get educated, learn and make myself able to face the world, which they did in flying colors and never let me or my siblings down, for which I am grateful and in debt. 

But the question comes, what is so great about it, all parents do that, even animals are doing it.

In that case my parents did something most parents do not, they initiated me into the spiritual world at a very young age of 9 years, and my mother was the first Guru who told us all the mythological stories best to her knowledge and introduced Bhakti yoga, and my father was already walking the path.

What did they install?

YAM AND NIYAM, not in its perfection but yes they did introduce them to us, I followed and incorporated them into my life on a daily basis, as they both followed it on a regular basis.

Next comes our hundreds of teachers in various schools, who were imperfect and not very apt at their work but they did best to their abilities to give us some education, of course few stand out because of their exceptional abilities, but all that education was for the material world and nothing towards the spirituality or for the spiritual world.

The big shake up?

It came in 1978-1979, Living in Agra, I was in 7th grade, first time I saw a human dead body being burned on a pyre, and this was done next to the railway tracks in a village which was with in the viewing distance from our living room window, it was an exception, I went with my few friends and brother and had a good look at the burning corpse, and that night I could not sleep, tsunami of questions overtook my mind and since then it was the norm, questions and questions and questions but very few answers, my parents all they could tell is dead people go to heaven. :-)

Then my two teachers employed by my school (Guru's) who introduced and taught us ASANA YOGA, for four years from 1980 to 1984,  I followed the instructions and incorporated them into my daily routine.

I started working, got married, had a child,

Then comes the YOGA sessions with two yoga instructors, a male and a female.

They taught us, Shanku Prakshalana, Yam, Niyam, Asana Yoga, and PRANAYAMA, and PRATYAHARA and other needs for YOGA.

I learned them and incorporated them in to my routine life.

Then I was introduced to DHYANA (also called meditation) by their GURU, he also gave me my personal mantra.

Then I moved to Canada in 2001. (The turning point.)

Then after 4 years of lull or nothing towards my spiritual life, after I lost my job the real Spiritual life begun in 2005.

Three or four Gurus helped, they were Internet, Google, Wikipedia, and later You Tube. :-)

Millions of people who manage them, upload information, should get the credit for helping me with my spiritual progress, this includes thousands of YouTube channels, and websites.

Late Shri Swami Shivananda through his website stands out in this crowd.

Craving for more clarity:

At this point I reached a point where humans living or dead were of little help, I needed more clarity.

Then there are so many Guru's like Fauna and Flora, Pets, Animals, Birds, Trees, flowers, Ether, Air, Fire, Water, Earth itself, my family, my Children, because information can come from anywhere and anytime, all a sadhaka has to do is keep his ears and eyes peeled.

Then came the Guru's from Ancient world with all their creations.

Atri, Brhigu, Kuthsa, Vashishta, Gautama, Kashyapa, Angirasa, Panini, Parasara, Shakti, 

Vishwamitra, Shuka Brahma, Narada etc etc few to name.

Then Jagat Guru Shankaracharya with all his incredible Sanskrit creations which introduced me to the wide world of spiritual ideas and visions.

Then Lord Ganesha who gave me the permission to pursue Kundakula Vidya, and my Kundilini flowed and remained flowing non stop since then and it is in laya. (I can see it with my own eyes, like I see other things in and around me.)

Then came the three Param Gurus,

Guru Brahma, Guru Vishnu and Guru Maheswara, Param Brahma, 

and their feminine consorts, Mata Saraswati, Mata Laxmi and Mata Parvati as their blessings.

At this point all my spiritual faculties came alive, and up and running, Chakras appeared.

Blessings from Mata Gayatri, Rama, Shiva, Krishna, Gautama Buddha, Jesus, Allah, Nanak, it continues, it is like they are joining me, my wife brought Sai Baba with her when we got married in 1995, and I always felt he was smiling at me, and I always asked him why are you smiling at me, no answer.

The journey which begun 45 years back came to one milestone, Self Realization. 

Now I know the journey has just begun...…………:-) it is like I have just acquired tools for my further journey, but good thing is I have reached this milestone before I am 60, which is still 6 years away. :-) it was not easy but once I reached this milestone all the hardship I went through is gone like a feeling of visiting some place.

One thing is sure If I do not falter like many did at this point which appears unlikely, because more then me the universe is more determined, :-) I am not returning to this Earth, it is confirmed, :-) and also with the other two subtle planes attached with Earth, meaning I have passed my examination with flying colors. :-)

My Ancestors were informed of my achievements. 

The benefit of Self Realization: You have a hot line and everyone past, present are in easy reach, darshan is easy, it is like you call them they appear and respond, spiritually speaking.

Exception is the Humans. :-) 

There is so much to see, I need more clarity.......and the Guru's said wait! (So this what I am doing waiting for further instructions from the divine.)

I am not only grateful to all of them, but very thankful for all their direct or indirect help with out which I would be another human running in circles, and deceiving myself with false pride and false ego, and wasting my time, which would take me nowhere but downward.

What I want to give to this world? (This is based on whatever clarity I have for now)

I am not in a hurry, I will take my time, as I have a long way to go, I will probably write few books in Sanskrit first, then in Hindi and then in English and French, which will cover all topics of spirituality and will help everyone irrespective of color, creed, caste and religion.

I am not suggesting any change of faith, I will bring only the clarity, but it will be given to the true seeker only.

May be a School, where adults above 40 who need clarity in what they are seeking will benefit, which will be limited to Spiritual pursuits. ( At this moment I have 11$ in my account so a long way to go before I begin something like that.) :-)

A Spritual clinic in all cities around the world which will help people free of cost.

ॐ 

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