Looking for God's grace ? :-)
"Der Aaye Durust Aaye"
It is never too late to accept the reality and look for God's grace.
God is always trying to reach one and everyone irrespective of caste, creed, and color, but before you can receive it, one has to unburden himself or herself of lot of things, like :
Things! Things! and Things!
Lust for Power, Money and Sex, to deceive someone to show how smart you are, Deception as a way of life :-) etc.
Greed, like Eat the cake and have it too and then blame someone else kind of greed, in Hindi we say, "Ek to Chori oopar se Seena Jori", and above all Ego.
There are some 140 such things, which can be divided into two sections, those causing darkness in the heart, and those causing craziness in the mind.
If you look inward, God is seated right in your heart in a cave, :-) now don't go to a Heart surgeon and ask him or her to show, and you don't have to depend on 75,000 Wimps and their Trillion $$$$$ Surveillance equipment combined with electronic voodoo, to find God, and then record some reactons and use them in your proxy games, :-) all that is not required.
If you are old like 65 and above, it might be too late to follow the slow process which is effective, one can attempt extreme measures like,
1) Chop you head off and throw it in a sacred fire (Agni, Yagya Kund), who knows Brahma might walk straight to you and ask what you want, I was told by a Sikh this Is done in Amritsar by some Sikh Sect, even Demon king Ravana did this many times, in fact he used it so often it became his calling bell for Brahma. :-)
2) Go to Himalayas, because that is where everyone goes, :-) stand on one feet, and wait, who knows, Lot's of people are doing this.
3) Sacrifice, No No not some hapless animal, it will only bring Mukti to the animal and not you, Sacrifice your Ego, Lust, Greed, Deceptive ways etc in one shot, Extreme thinking, like Sadguru says use your Intellect like a knife and dissect all that is not required, it is like emergency surgery.
But after performing all this, Instead of GOD :-) if some Demon shows up :-), please don't come back to me. :-)
As far as I am concerned I followed the long, slow, easy - lazy but effective path, it took me 45 long years in this life alone to reach where ever I am today, and I am not done.
Bottom Line: To experience the view from top of Everest, one has to climb it, one can not borrow it from someone who has been there. :-)
May God show you the path.
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Back in 2006 - 2013, (2014 I stopped as I ran out of money as my little business was hijacked by the Caucasian wimps working for Bitch from hell and Dumbanique the genius). :-)
I used to buy fruits as offerings for my Saturday fasting and evening prayers, and as usual like always Caucasian Wimps were watching, like they watch everyone in Quebec-Canada, :-) they knew where and when I would go to buy the fruits, so an old Caucasian haggard in his 70's or 80's with a 6 feet tall Caucasian young wimp as a guard to protect him, :-) stood next to the basket in which I was putting the fruits in this Sri Lankan Grocery Mall near Cote Vertu, St Laurent, and the haggard kept kicking it with his leg while talking how great Greece was, :-) and If I remember his words, " Greece is the greatest nation in the world, which gave everything to the world, etc. etc. I don't remember having said or written anything against Greece before 2006, and then he stood in the queue at the left cashier, and I finished my buy and stood behind him, unmindful, quite, composed as ever, :-) of course with a smile, :-) and this old haggard did not stop, to the amusement of the onlookers(mostly colored and black) kept blabbering about non sense and at one point the young Caucasian 6 feet tall wimp who accompanied him suddenly bumped between him and me like he was trying to stop me from hitting the haggard, :-) and reality! I did not move a finger, I stood quite and later I left the shop with a bigger smile. :-)
This is simply called "" SUFFERING", and Caucasians suffer on a constant basis like this for no reason, :-) If some one is doing daily prayers, or offering fruits or other preparations, why anyone should even bother, and If it is done in the privacy of their homes, there should be no issue, even to the Quebec's new religious symbol act, which I am OK with, because I strongly believe RELIGION should be kept inside one's home and not brought out into the open, because then it becomes a political tool.
But who will tell the ignorant Caucasian Wimps, who are competing to touch or contaminate the fruits with their hands and feet or their hidden wimps touch before I offer them to the Hindu deities, or even worse because they are quite capable of that, or at least they think they can load the fruits with their thoughts or touch or this also is another of those senseless proxy games played by the 75,000 plus wimps on a regular basis, but they should think how many people/bees/birds might have touched those fruits before they land on the shelves in the grocery stores, and think about the souls that reside in them expecting to get a chance to get another human birth (Not through me) and for that they must have waited a long time and now they end up in the garbage, where they might be eaten by some animal, or just turn in to compost, which means they wait all over again, a spiritual person has to think about all this because every thought and action has consequences.
Irony: Most of this Caucasian Wimps who are competing to touch the fruits (which I buy and might offer in my prayers) eat COW's meat, :-) and all the Hindu deities come under one word, "GOVINDA", which means protector of Cows. :-)THINK! :-)
Fruits as offerings: As far as fruits or any offerings are concerned they are just token of offerings, it satisfies that small ego of the person offerings the prayer that he or she has offered something and not tried to please the deities empty handed, think, If one is in a right mind tell me what can he or she offer the one who gives everything, or to whom everything belongs, or who is everything, :-) but any way.
Peaches: By the way I am not sure what happened but I bought 10 Nectarine Peaches last week, and 8 out of 10 got rotten in a day or two, and one was half gone, when I bought them they were all hard and almost ripe, so we could not eat them or offer them to the deities, we have to throw them in garbage, some 6$ wasted.
I am not saying all Hindu's follow perfect rules, or they even know what they are doing, they do not, like all other religions, because they are so confused, very few know what needs to be done, and they are not allowed to speak, :-) it seems the residents of the upper worlds want this way, they want people on this Earth to figure out themselves, each one of them to go through the spiritual roller coaster by themselves, which means they will have to break free of the veil of illusion which covers them and keeps them in the dark, all by themselves, even I am discouraged by the divine to speak openly and clearly. :-)
Bottom Line: Like people (With political and financial power) do not want anyone to disturb their 'THE SYSTEM', which works so well for few on the top and certain population in particular, similarly the spiritual system is also in place and no one in those upper worlds like anyone spilling the beans particularly to the non deserving. :-)
One has to strive very hard to reach the eligibility level first even before qualifying for the deserving level, then from there it is a long unsettling journey, it is not like you know someone you know in the WIMPS CLUB and voila! you are a genius, and hype is created, hype does not work here, :-) remember what Jesus said, it is reverse.
Fortunately! People who think they are powerful and control everything can not do anything here, :-) it is a spiritual system in play.
Ciao!